January 2012
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I'm on a Mission
I’m on a mission to freedom.  I feel completely trapped, suffocated by my own brain and I need freedom.  I need to find self-love, respect myself, adore myself, challenge myself.  I need a transformation, new skin, new aura, new light.  I feel like my whole life is a waste, I’m wasting.  My brain is wasting.  My muscles deteriorating.  No more excuses.  I can’t live another day...
Jan 4th
August 2011
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I'm at this point in my life...
where nothing makes me happy.  Not even the littlest things that I used to adore, like root beer floats or taking a walk are tiresome.  I don’t know what else to do about this.  I’ve always been under the impression that being depressed was a state of mind and that I could talk myself out of it.  It’s not working anymore.   I’ve been on some form of anti-depressant for...
Aug 15th
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Aug 8th
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Aug 8th
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Everything is Blurry
Today is one of those days.  I put on contacts but they just don’t seem to see as clear as glasses.  Sure, I look prettier, but my head is killing me.  And everything is blurry. Today is one of those days.  I put myself out there.  Ventured out from my comfortable cocoon.  I let her know.  Yes, you hurt me.  Yes, you effect me.  You burden my mind and make me spin and I hate it.  But I...
Aug 8th
Aug 8th
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Aug 8th
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February 2011
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Feb 16th
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Feb 15th
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Feb 15th
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Feb 15th
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Feb 15th
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“If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all...”
– Wuthering Heights—Emily Brontë (via naturesfreak)
Feb 15th
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Feb 15th
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“First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via straycanary)
Feb 15th
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“It is in the thirties that we want friends. In the forties, we know they won’t...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via lindathelion)
Feb 15th
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Listentheselkiesong: A Case of You - Joni Mitchell
Feb 15th
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“Some turn to Jesus, and some turn to heroin.”
– Joni Mitchell - “Banquet” (via dontletthemin)
Feb 15th
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Feb 15th
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“I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and...”
–  — Sylvia Plath (via ilikecailee)
Feb 15th
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I'm a Fool
I feel like a damn fool.  I’ve damaged two friendships so far this year and I wish I could go back in time and control my behavior.  I wish I could go back in time and just not be so much…me.  I wish I could develop a fucking positive self-image overnight so I wouldn’t feel so pathetic.  So I wouldn’t be so damn tedious.  So I wouldn’t overreact. So I wouldn’t...
Feb 15th